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I should probably preface this with a warning.

I am not a happy person. In fact, I run from real happiness. I find comfort in imperfection, and I seek the kind of people who fill that need quite nicely. Iapos;m so awkwardly nihilistic that I have "destroy something beautiful" and "nothing is static" scribbled onto my Converse hi-tops. Anyone who gets that reference should friend me immediately. But, yeah. Iapos;m a broken kid with a majorly fucked up outlook on life, and even close friends who Iapos;ve had for years will go and ask, "well, why donapos;t you just kill yourself?" I suppose I wonapos;t because Iapos;m an artist at heart, and the one thing I want to do with my short time on this planet is create something so haunting and horrifying that people remember me for years after Iapos;m dead. Thatapos;s all I really want, since nothing else you do on this planet means anything. That test you bombed and that job you just lost wonapos;t mean a damn thing, so I just focus on building towards my legacy, because thatapos;s the only way you can become immortal in any real sense of the word.

Now, if I havenapos;t lost you yet, Iapos;ll probably like you. Iapos;m Jamie. Thatapos;s not my given name, but itapos;s what Iapos;d prefer to be called. Once I move to a state where it isnapos;t so insanely expensive to legally change my name, Iapos;m doing it. Art is all I care about in life. Iapos;m going to university for film in the spring (should everything go as planned for once), and ultimately, Iapos;d love to be a major scale artist of every variety. Really, though, my main passion is for music. Iapos;m a bass guitarist, and Iapos;m looking to form this awesome band with some friends of mine in a few short months. Depressing post-punk. I think itapos;ll be pretty sweet.

Whatapos;s in my LJ is more or less just me talking about school, work, shows Iapos;m going to, artistic ventures, and women Iapos;ll inevitably fail with in epic fashion.

Interested? I know Iapos;d be.
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